The Saboteur: Guardian of Choice
The Saboteur is the fourth and final universal archetype in the format I use. Even though I still face the familiar fear of failing when I am starting something new, it is becoming a familiar presence, a small whisper, that just reminds me that what I am about to begin is important to me in some way, and not a reason to put it off. Itâs a reason to begin, and begin again as many times as I need to.
The voice of my Saboteur asks me to take responsibility for my decisions around change and direction. Being honest with myself about those decisions, swerving or steady on, is the act of taking responsibility.
When the shadow side of my Saboteur is allowed to lead, I might let fear keep me stuck in the middle. This is also a decision, I guess, but a stagnant one. I can tell myself that it might be safer to stay put than it would be to make the âwrongâ choice. But staying put is experience-less, teacher-less. Even a choice does that doesnât work out the way I intend brings me new knowledge and understanding. It brings me to a place where I can make a new decision.
The light side of my Saboteur urges me to look past the fear and towards the opportunities. Sometimes, right or left, up or down, doesnât matter. Itâs letting fear keep me at the fork for too long that isnât the best choice for me.
The Saboteur
Polymer clay, sterling silver and labradorite/lapis/quartz triplet
53 x 76 x 15 mm
Stainless steel chain, ~17â
Thanks to
@breo_aquamoon , Queen Curator, Collector, and Consummate Shopkeeper for the triplet (I think this cab is my favorite ever!)
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